She Dances As If No One Was Watching – Tribute to My Mom

dolphin mom

I'm one of those people who loves great quotes. I will pick up quote books and be inspired by them. This is one of my favorites: You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching, Love like you'll never be hurt, Sing like there's nobody listening, And live like it's heaven on … [Read more...]

Grief Expectations

When I think of myself one word usually comes to mind. Strong. Yep, I can handle anything - well, God can handle anything, and He likes to share His strength with me. I'm actually horribly weak, but I "think" I'm strong. Okay, now that I've completely confused you - you're exactly where I am. … [Read more...]

Saying Goodbye – Through Facebook

My last month with Mom === As seen on Facebook. The last month of my mom's life was shared through various ways on Facebook with my friends. You'll see videos, posts, status updates, comments, and condolences. … [Read more...]

Happy Shot

I know that biblically speaking, the purpose of our lives are to glorify God. The cool thing about that is that we pretty much get to just be ourselves - and in the end, He is glorified through that. We leave little bits of our lives with people we meet. Some of us, leave more, some less. But we … [Read more...]

Two Good Days – One Bad Day

I've been immersing myself in some new creative ventures. For the most part, it's been a welcome distraction. It's not that I'm trying to be distracted, it's just that for me to sit around just feeling bad is not helpful, so I'm being creative. When I get absorbed in creation of a new project, I put … [Read more...]

Goodbye Mom – My Journey

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Goodbye Mom --- not the journey I want to be on, but one I must travel nonetheless. Today, you stood at the door in your white night gown, hand raised in as much of a wave as you could muster, “Goodbye Girls.” You said matter-of-factly. After the door closed, I felt my body heave with pain. … [Read more...]

Is It Time to Party?

PEACE

Many of you know my mom was diagnosed with rapid growth small cell lung cancer right around Thanksgiving of 2009. Her first round of chemo began Friday after Thanksgiving. I had the pleasure (is that an oxymoron?) of being with her in the hospital when the doctor gave her the prognosis of just a … [Read more...]

Another Life Chapter

One of the most interesting aspects of life is how it just doesn't stay static - always changing - always offering new challenges. I'm not going to kid you, the last four years have been so difficult at times I was really looking forward to a time of smooth sailing. (I really was feeling like that … [Read more...]